beloved 2021 rishi, we have always wanted to make stuff last. we have wanted to build something pure and true, a foundation that's frozen when spoken in terms of time. timeless. we've held on to threads of perfection and longings and tangled feelings of love that fill the empty spaces in our hearts. i want... Continue Reading →


Today is 6th December .. happy Saint Nicholas Day, unicorns!! ❤ (yes, I am officially calling you that). I will fade into nothingnessAnd maybe I will be rebornFrom the ashes of my soulAnd the shreds of my heartAnd the pieces of goodness I am weaved of. Like a Phoenix maybe I’ll riseLike the sun maybe... Continue Reading →


Purity, courage, hope and loveI pulled it all in like beauty of the gods aboveAnd I lived by it, hoping its rainbowWill balance the sun and rain and heavy blow. I poured it all out                                      Into everything I was aroundBuilding a train trackThat my future self will be all about. And then came the accursed... Continue Reading →

not a typical letter

Some days, life just feels so grey. Not the kind of grey that can be fantasized about. The kind of grey where you just don't know what to do. The kind where everything feels monotone- and you're left wondering; "How did I get here? Is this who I am meant to be?". The kind when... Continue Reading →


I see my friends looking at me in awe when they read my poetry, They smile at me and tell me how phenomenally different and beautiful it is, I smile back and thank them, for all the love and praise they’ve showered upon me, But why don’t I feel special and good about myself, even... Continue Reading →

silhouette of fate

read first part here - thirteen Doodles in the margins Thoughts in carousel Hosting thoughts so foreign I'm still an emo kid wishing you well. Scared of my train of thought running me overI ran as fast as I could Looked for signals in the smoke To guide me home. Looked for pictures in the... Continue Reading →


Flowed like a riverineDriven like fireCarried like transPassion so dire Converged my fateWith thoughts and purposeWith enigma in my veinsArcane creativity keeping me sane Butterfly out of my reachTrain passed right before meCryptic messages lurking in the shadowsI’m far from close Changed my course a million timesIn the hope it will change my destinyHow many... Continue Reading →

dear mentors

This is to the beam of lightFor guiding us homeThis is to the stars that shine so brightFor sowing knowledge in our souls. This is to the miraculous men and womenShaping young minds to think differentThis is to the passionate hearts that light our ignitionFor becoming our greatest inspiration. Kind, beautiful and funnyYou expand our... Continue Reading →

whispers from within

Everyone wants to be pretty. Pretty gorgeous. Pretty beautiful from within. Pretty perfect. Who would understand this better than me, the obstinate voice chasing you down? I used to live near that hunched over flower with crimson petals and dark leaves, overlooked by the couple hundred people who came in contact with my host, I... Continue Reading →

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